Monday, January 4, 2010

Back Into Shape

Aloha new year runners :D Heiii.. What've you been doing for these four new days beside planning some resolutions :D?? I know u'll agree if I said that it feels fully rechargeable if we always have a time boundaries right?! New year, new life, new born.. All of the new stuffs always give the spirit for a new beginning.. it's like.. um.. new boyfie..!!

Hehe.. After struggled for some months, finally I've found somebody new. Somebody who really much much much better than before as a partner in my life. His name is Fahmi, but i call him Isle, a sweet and very handsome youngman. I feel really really blessed for having him in my life. I always happy when having him around, he makes me laugh with his very-old-fashion jokes (huhu, sorry sweetie.. but you're very great when doing those!), when I feel miserable it feels everything will be just fine with only hug him tight, his kisses just make me feel safe and warm. Hhh.. lucky me for falling in love with him.. (huhu..) At least for these five months he's the greatest boyfriend in the world, hopefully it will last forever ya my Isle.. :)
He's four years older than me, both of us are belonging in Capricorn Community. I hate to say this, but his cutey face makes me 2 years older than him! Huh!

Having him around just like having plenty vitamins for starting over all of my activities everyday. We can talk about everything, we can sing about anything, we discuss about everyone in this world, we read the sky and the wind together, and we learn each other with what our own life been running without complaining at each other. As my mother had told me once upon a time, she said that a great partner is someone who will always support you to the way of happiness leading, and when God leads you to the edge of the cliff, trust him fully coz there's only one of the two things will happen; either he will catch you when you fall or he will teach you how to fly. I'm wishing I can get this from him.

Talking about new thing, i'm in a mission to search a new job for this year. Although a chance for continuing my further education as a psychologist still not walking near me around until now, but from psychology I can still learn about the way I have to know myself to make myself happy. When there's a sign for something which starting make my life not normaly breathing, I'll ask myself, do i really want to do this? What's the reason i have to stand longer than this? This isn't about good or bad nor best or worst. With having some choices, I feel alive. As a friend told me, u may not feel confuse when it's hard to decide. You must be thankful you still have a chance to choose, many people out there couldn't have a choice at all. Whether what i'll have forward, i hope i still have time for not feeling a glass ceiling syndrom ;)

Reviewing all of my statements up there, I think I don't have any resolution for this year, but for my daily project I'm challenging myself to be more happy and not wasting my time. To be more happy I'll search and do everything I enjoy to get in to. I just want to have an interesting and inspiring life. Oh yeah, I think I have an interesting issue for my next post, this' inspired by a chit-chat that my boyfriend and I discussed in our latest date last weekend. Enjoy your first week in 2010 everybody!! Gbu :)


'roomy...' that's the way he always says when calling me =P