What's life, anyway? (Hh, Gosh... do I sound like a hypocritical one?). But I obviously miss my life.
Since being an employee, i just lost everything which I pleased to do: writing, reading, laughing, and... me time.
Everyday, I have to wake up at 5 for chasing Subuh, then I have to prepare myself, and leave my room at 06.30. If there's no overtime work, I can leave the office at 06.00, it makes the consequence that I'll be able to arrive at my boardinghouse at utmost 07.30.
My life equals with a timetable. Honestly, I hate the 'timetable' part.
I feel tired... I feel lost... Where's Faj when I need him right now? He asked me whether I could work in this city therefore he could catch me up everytime. But those line's existing such some words until now. He still make his work as his priority.
I feel tired... I feel lost... Where's Faj when I need him right now? He asked me whether I could work in this city therefore he could catch me up everytime. But those line's existing such some words until now. He still make his work as his priority.
every morning meeting - table
I feel like I'm chasing pavement right now!! He's just not him. After AAC project and whatever-his film-and videoclip-projects, I just can't recognize him anymore. I really can't...
Should I give up . . .
I just trying to be honest with myself, my life.. with everyone.. especially with the person whom I wish I could rely on, but none could give that honesty back at me. It feels hurt...
Nobody knows.
Ps. Good luck with your Queen Bee film project, hon. I've always pray the best for you, although I don't know what would you do to me if u're going to be that best.
